Woo! A whole five new emails! In one day!!!...........................oh, wait. they're all from me. emailing work home. damn.

Just been through my inbox selecting all of the emails that are from myself and moving them into the "school stuff" folder. Those emails completely fill my inbox all the time. It's a shame I never get real emails. Oh, wait. That's a lie! Sometimes I get lovely emails from my friends. That I don't need, but keep my life insanely random and...well funny really. It cheers me up when I should be doing homework anyway.

Turns out I'm not as behind with my P.D. work as I thought. I have a rubbish mark - as stands - in Criterion 1, but it's only out of 8 and the section we're doing at the moment is worth 32 marks, so I'm working on that before I go back and sort out my rubbish work. I've spent four hours today drawing eight lamp designs. I am too much of a perfectionist. If I want them to fill the A3 page, I'm going to have to annotate like crazy. Lucky I'm good at rambling really. I knew it'd come in handy one day.

Had a bit of a rubbish day. Nothing particularly bad happened, but I woke up tired, left the house in a rush trying to avoid the massive row going on. I didn't want to get involved, because then I'd get targeted myself. To be honest it was a pretty terrifying morning. I'm deliberately not going into details. However, it did leave me biting my lip trying not to cry as I waited on the platform for my late - as usual - train. Then I got to school and nothing was going to cheer me up. I found myself utterly incapable of becoming excited about trivial stuff, something I've realised that I do waaay too much. I'm going to go have a long bath now and go to bed. I'm hoping when I wake up I'll be in the mood to be overly positive again. Let's hope so anyway.

Love to all who put up with my moping when they could've done better things.
Alicia xx